Brown is an aesthetic colour
Meditation,
deep breathing and yoga may be grounding exercises for some, but to suppose
that these better suit all, and solve all problems like magic is regressive
thinking which is trumpeted as progressive philosophy by those propagating
positive psychology. This part of counselling was developed to boost
confidence, resilience and positive thinking. However, the way it’s being used
nowadays by psychologists like an umbrella therapy which is supposed to help
all, otherwise deeming the person weak if she/ he prefers any other kind of help
is shoddy.
In
2020, when the lockdown began I missed the summer shades of yellow, yellowish
green, brownish green and brown. The hillocks of our neighbourhood were laid out
with these tones in April as the summer sun scorched the erstwhile verdant vegetation
of spring.
I
was missing the rugged charm of this down-to-earth brown though I did stay home
unless it was to go out to fetch essentials. When I communicated to the
helpline psychologist that I was craving to see various hues of this societally
chastised ‘dull’, ‘boring, ‘lifeless’ and ‘barren earth’ colour she mocked me
as it was ‘normal’ only to be loving greenery and flowers in the hues of red
and pink.
I
love chlorophyll in different tinges too but as I was describing in writing the
spectrum of brown in terms like burnt umber, maroon, buff, sandy brown, khaki,
beige, coffee, russet, mahogany, auburn, coconut, chestnut, copper, ginger,
ochre, bronze, brass, beige, ecru, tumbleweed, burlywood, wheat, almond,
bisque, etc she was irritated and wrote in a peeved tone, “You have mentioned
so many shades of brown! Why? Is brown so vast? Can’t you be happy without this
and do deep breathing, meditation, positive affirmations, eat nutritious food,
keep a schedule and spend good time with family instead? We’ve formed a manual
to be followed during the pandemic. So many people are enjoying at home and
spreading positive vibes of the same on social media.”
Brown
is the quintessential colour of Mother Earth for me. Loving it shouldn’t be
used as an excuse to pathologize me. I looked at the neem tree of our building
compound with its greens and browns and remembered the time when I yearned to
see this natural look.
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